break up recovery
It's only been a couple days, and not talking to you is starting to depress me. Honestly upsets me. And I know I deserve it and far worse, and you probably don't even want to talk to me anymore, but I just wanted to tell you that I miss you. I miss your presence in my life. And I know it's all my fault and I hate myself for it.
sorry. i have so many apologies to make. for things that may or may not even be my fault. sorry. it's too hard to explain, too hard to make you understand why i blame myself for so much. i don't want to be a burden. i don't want to hurt anyone. but somehow, i end up doing exactly that. i'm sorry. for everything I couldn't say, everything I hid away, everything I'm still keeping secret. sorry. i wish i could be a better person. i wish i could do more for the people i care about. sorry. sorry.