Is it really irrational though? Does anybody else have these thoughts or fears or is it just me? Idk, you guys tell me 😂 For me being self employed means I do EVERYTHING myself. I often get asked what if I don’t show up to the wedding? And my response is always “well, I would have to be dead” and I think all of the years replying with this response got me thinking, what happens if I DID die and then my poor bride thinks I just didn’t show up?! So just know that I will be there with you on…