This is exactly why I don't open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? They to HAVE to show me exactly how much they care about me before I feel confident enough to open up to them.
sad thing is now that im struggling with it.the people that i was were my closest friends stabbed me in the back and betrayed me.great to know i have no true friends.what a great thing to do to a depressed suicidal girl
(i know i put a lot of suicide ideation on this board - it is not because i am suicidal. but the sentiment resonates with me nonetheless. and it's part of the spectrum of mental illness on which i reside.) <<< somehow this is really accurate