You are where you need to be right now. It may not seem like it, but where you are is where you are meant to be. Things will be falling into place around you, because you are right where you need to be.
When you make the decision to do something different, to do something daring, to do something that breaks the mold, there are going to be plenty of people telling you it'll be too hard or that you won't be able to do it. Work hard, prove them wrong.