I know you thought I would not take this well and crawl back to you the second I got a chance, but I'm stronger. - There is more to life than worrying about someone who chose someone else, or was too scared to choose you. I am completely happy on my own.
My soul is tired. Sometimes this happens - sometimes my soul is just tired. Often confused with "Depressed" often the intuitive self is calling for "Deep Rest". Allow yourself time and patience to heal.