and sometimes she felt sad, for no other reason than sadness was all she knew, and she felt comfort in her sadness, an awkward sort of strength where she knew she was alive because she was feeling something.
I'm sorry for everything. Sorry for giving up. Sorry for shouting. Sorry for letting you down. Sorry for being ugly. Sorry for being a failure daughter. Sorry I'm the embarrassing sister. Sorry I'm a burden. Sorry I don't talk. Sorry I burden you with my pathetic life. Sorry I tried so hard. Sorry I didn't try hard enough. #burden #failure #quitter #giveup #letdown #ugly