I love that feeling! I was babysitting yesterday and baby Jacob fell asleep in my arms, I started crying. It's such an honour to have a baby trust u enough to be calm and fall asleep in ur arms! I love babies soo much!
Start a diary and write in it every day. I tried to do this several times, but ended up giving up after awhile. One day I'll manage to stop being so lazy and start a diary that I'll actually write in at least once a day.