you gave up
Last updated 3 years ago
Out of all the people that could have broke me. Pulled me apart. Made me feel worthless. Made me believe I'm not good enough for anyone or anything. Why did it have to be you? You were the one person I thought I could trust. I loved you so much and I still fucking do. Why did you do that to me? I just wanted to make you happy.
It was always me. You've always known this. Don't let this happen to us. (I'm so close to opening my heart to someone else now. You leave me no choice. I need to be loved, too, and deserve it. They're all around me. I've just been pushing them away, because, unlike you, I don't want to fake it.) ~ETS