the toxic person. They live in a blissful world where nothing is ever their responsibility. When bad things happen, it is because the world is against them! When they are raging abuse at you, it is because YOU made them angry.
So many people have given up. I have learned to stop talking. The words "im fine just tired" are said every day. << Everyone leaves eventually. They say they'll always be there for you no matter what happens, and suddenly they disappear.
Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.