Yes. He said this to me so many times... I miss you Daddy. Maybe if you were about I wouldn't have allowed myself to be in this situation xxx I love you xxx
For the first time in 2.5 years I smiled at a memory of you. Your sister and Alexis where playing the new Mario game. It reminded me of all of us playing the very first one. We spent days on the “shifting-sand” challenge. You where good at the back- jump, Taylor was good at flying and I was good at swimming. Such fun, first time a memory of you didn’t bring tears.
this is why everytime i am with you, i stare at you like it is the last time i will see you, that if i don't take in your every feature, i will forget what you look like and i would just about die if i ever forgot the massive beauty you behold