I'm really sorry I'm an idiot and extremely hard to deal with most of the time. And I mess up every conversation we have in a matter of seconds an done shit in the past to put us hear. I'm sorry I wish I could be there with you holding you. I love you.
That's where you messed up. You gave them the opportunity to picture a life without you, by being inconsistent. So when they got the strength, they walked away without looking back. No not walked away, they learned to move on.
Good people sometimes make bad decisions Good people sometimes make bad decisions. They mess up, and they let others down. But that doesn't make them bad people. We all make mistakes. — Unknown Author His words.